happy 57th monthsery :)

:) i love you!

不爽！

超级不爽！
就为了那个白痴， 就这样对我！
真的要气炸了！

大便大便大便大便大便！！！

我什么都不管了！

:)

it's been quite a long day.
but I'm glad I've managed to get some of my things done.
so, I'm tired but happy and contented :)

Just now, I was waiting for my bus to get back to Singapore.
However, the bus took forever to arrive (almost forty-five mins; it's not the norm)
I didn't let it affect me much; was just wondering every now and then.
And keeping myself pre-occupied with the games on my BB.
then I got alittle irritated by this man.
(really just a little only; somehow my patience has improved tremendously again! PRAISE THE LORD! :))
He was with his wife. Quite of age ler.
He was grumbling. GRUMBLING AND GRUMBLING non-stop lo.
then, when the bus finally came, he was complaining that there was no bus conductor in sight.
Then he was scolding like NO IDIOT SITTING THERE TO INFORM OR ANYTHING.
then a bus conductor surfaced upon the arrival of the bus.
and he was daringly calling people an idiot.

and as usual, I feel so tempted to SCOLD him.
but was reminded by the Holy Spirit.
Somehow, I managed to recall this particular bible verse (I can't rmb my verses for nuts; when it somehow surfaces, it's always led by the Holy Spirit. THANK YOU, HOLY SPIRIT :))

LUKE 6:42 "How can you say to your brother,'Brother let me take the speck out of your eye,' when you yourself fail to see the plank in your own eye? You hypocrite, first take the plank out of your eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother's eye."

So why is this a reminder to me?
Often, we are always so eager to judge and criticise others.
That we forget that, by doing so we are actually acting just like them.

When I used to read this verse long time ago, I see it as telling me to first check myself if I have any biasness towards others before pointing fingers at others for acting in an unfair manner.

but today, I saw another meaning to it as to, IF WE DON'T CHECK OURSELVES and just react as our emotions lead us (which we aren't supposed to) and criticise others,
we are no more than hypocrites, because we may be just acting the same way as the person/people we are judging.

and therefore, note to self: DON'T JUDGE, DON'T CRITICISE and DON'T REACT OUT OF EMOTIONS!
this is such a good reminder for me.
THANK YOU LORD! :)

this is very important to remember and put it into action;
because "..the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control." (Galatians 5:22-23)

busybusybusy :(

AHHHHHHHH! so busy with the never-ending projects.
RAWR!! :O
Shan't rant too much about it.
I HOPE TO CLEAR MY THINGS ASAP!!
JIAYOU LIM JIA XIN!

note to self: SPEND MORE TIME on His Word! (you've been reminded!)

berry berries!!

yay! Finally gotten our berries ^^
it was such a berry long wait plus hassles.
but shant go into the lousy details..
the point is, boyfriend is happy and so am I ^^

Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things :)

So many ups and downs this year.
Kind of feeling weary :/
Lord, I pray for strength to get through everything.
For your guidance to lead me through it all with God-like patience, tolerance and love.
Amen.

My favourite bible verse (1 Corinthians 13:4-7):
"Love is patient and kind; love does not envy or boast; it is not arrogant or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful; it does not rejoice at wrongdoing, but rejoices with the truth. Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things."
Amen.

Cast your Burden upon the Lord and He shall sustain you :)

Words can hurt alot. Even if you don't mean it. Even if the person doesn't appear to take it to heart.
The subconscious impact of it still exist; somehow.
today, I chose to just follow what the Word says: "Cast your burden upon the LORD, and He shall sustain you; He shall never suffer the righteous to be moved."
I choose to forgive and to cast all my burdens onto the Lord, and He shall sustain me. Amen.

today, I also want to thank God for friends who are always there for me, encouraging me and lending a listening ear always.
and Thank God for Jeremy, who never fails to reassure me that I'm always well-loved and will always be.
Thank You, Lord.
Thank You Lord, for Your Unfailing Love:)

:(

:(
limjiaxin seriously don't feel ok.
she ain't supposed to be feeling this way.
but she seriously can't help it.
The more she tried holding it in, the more she tears..

YOU HAVE TO SNAP OUT OF IT, limjiaxin!

:(

I feel LOVESICK already :'(

幸福可以很简单。。。

幸福真的可以很简简单单的。
我今天就充满着幸福的感觉了！

Jerjer specially picked me up after class, despite still feeling alittle unwell.
THANK YOU, LOVE!
thanks for making the effort :)
I know you're trying really hard to not break your promise :)
I love you, dear!
but seriously, your health is much much more important to me! :)

Had Crystal Jade steamboat buffet for dinner.
then watched THE CRAZIES.
it's really a crazy show.
if you're in for a scare, you should watch!
HAHA!
*crosses my fingers and hopes to sleep w/o any nightmares*
:)
i just SO love to spend time with my boyfriend.
even if we're merely doing the same old stuff over and over again.
but what matters most, is the effort made to be together, I feel :))

JEREMY LIM CHUAN GHAI!
thank you for everything today.
You're the sweetest boyfriend! :))
> AMO A MI NOVIO!^^
*muacks*

it's gonna be a busybusyBUSY week -__-

I felt so freaking sleepy today.
the weather was sooooooo ideal for sleeping all day long;
yet, I had to go for my strategic management class.
SOBS.
and SIM is so screwed up today.
Had two consecutive false fire alarm evacuation within a timeframe of less than two hours.
Don't get me wrong; I'm all for fire drills.
but today wasn't just drills.
the stupid school made me HAPPY FOR NOTHING.
I was happily packing up and going to leave school to go off ler >.<
anyways, I realised one thing abt the students.
I think they don't understand ENGLISH.
like seriously.
The announcement said to leave the building by the nearest exit.
Guess what they did.
they left the lecture hall and stood around, waiting for further instructions.
SERIOUSLY! their exit was the door of the lecture hall.
I nearly died then and there -___-"

anyways. I watched Sorcerer's Apprentice on Sunday.
Quite an interesting show; it went beyond my expectations.
'Cause I was expecting it to be an imitation of Harry Potter.
I like Nicholas Cage's acting in the show.
awesome.
:)

Yikes! from tomorrow onwards, there're going to be endless meetings after meetings.
Goodness! I can't even find time to dye my hair! :/
*pouts*

OH! OH! on a random note,
Today I saw this Uncle whom I really and nearly wanted to stand up and salute him on the bus.
Let me first start off by describing him.
He should be in his sixties.
Doesn't look that strong; in fact, he was swaying quite abit when the bus was moving.
He, in fact looks as though he needed the seat.
Henceforth, this very nice girl in front of me asked him if he needed the seat.
He declined firmly.
WHICH IS SO NICE TO SEE!
Dont't get me wrong here.
I'm all for the giving up the seats thingy.
BUT! some elders just totally irked me at times.
they stare and glare at you like it's THEIR SEATS.
ok, I mean that's the idea of the giving up the seats thingy.
At times, I think the movement has spoilt some of the eldery.
Some would even demand for their seats.
MAN! it's totally humiliating!
WHERE"S YOUR SELF-RESPECT?!
do you really want to be viewed as a frail, weak old person who is rude and overbearing?
haha. I've indeed met some of such people.
And experienced ONCE before.
but that ONE experience when I didn't get up (I give up my seats all the time!), I was feeling very sick and was going to faint-type if I stand for too long.
YET! this guy came and POINTED TO ME that I should give up my seats to this YOUNG COUPLE with children in prams.
LIKE THEY NEEDED THE SEATS.
it's so ridiculous!
this is what the society has become; after all the things that the government is trying to do to cope with the ageing population and to take care of the people.
PEOPLE BECOME LAZY, OVERBEARING & UNREASONABLE.
and with such attitudes shown to the young people; WHO IS TO SAY THAT these young people won't grow old to become like that too?
yucks! what a horrible thought! :/

that's why I wanted to salute that uncle on the bus.
he totally earned my respect, not because he declined the seat.
But the fact that he refused to be viewed as a weak and frail person, despite his age and physique.
*salutes*

ok. this post is getting draggy ler.
Update again when I've the time. hahaha.

BLESSING's birth!

today is the birth of BLESSING LIM EN YU ! :)
she's my bf's niece.
SHE is so gorgeous!
Small, feminine, big eyes w long lashes, pouty perfect lips and she has DIMPLES!
:D
*I forgot to take photo :/ *

man. it's here again.

LORD, I need a BREAKTHROUGH in this area.
Help me, please.
thank you, Lord :)

. . . . . .

maybe, it's just ME.

BACK!

finally I'm back in Singapore.
Lol. was away just yesterday till today only.
HA!

Act of Faith was AWESOME!
despite having to run everywhere in my long skirt,
and bumping into things & in turn, incurring much bruises,
it's AWESOME!
the priesthood costumes turned out really AWESOME too!
PRAISE THE LORD!
the weather was quite gloomy, but during the whole process,
not one drop of rain touched the ground! :D
and Praise the Lord for showing us so many signs and wonders.
:) AWESOME! :D

and oh! I survived driving to the nearby shopping mall.
ok la. it's super near!
wahahaha..
and I finally watched DESPICABLE ME!
sooooooooooo cute la.
I want a minion for myself too!
^^

aft service, we went back home to bathe and take naps.
I barely slept; Got out at 130am for wanton mee and to buy snacks & drinks for the world cup match.
Match was not too bad la.
it was just SO drama la.
goodness. First time I watch a world cup match and I actually fell asleep.
but my eyes opened in time for the ONE & ONLY GOAL of the match.
WAHAHAHA. amazing!

and today was quite a tiring day cause I had to rush here and there.
MAN, I am so sleepy.
Am going to turn in early! :)

:D

:) I totally can't wait for tml!! ^^

EMO NEMO Thursday :/

it's a emo nemo thursday.
My Marketing Research class and Managing Change class clashed.
My MR lecturer was late for more than an hour.
My group forming wasn't fantastic :(
but wells. I just have to pray more about it :)
and alot of things..made me super emo nemo :/

let's hope and pray that tml will be a much better day :)

today was a simple day :)
FINALLY watched The Karate Kid w my beloved! :))
ok la. I know it's abit S.L.O.W.
but man, though it was super long,
I so love Jaden Smith!!
he's SOOOOOOOOOO cute!! ^^

and finally continued watching FlashForward.
me & bf have been delaying watching that show for a long time
but yay! finally have time to start clearing the dvds that we kept buying..
BAK KUT TEH for dinner. yumyum! ^^

and we went POPO's house to pray for her.
:)
but ARGH! my BF did the meanest thing on earth!
he ate durians (which I DONT PREFER) and then didn't wash his hands,
and held my hand during prayers.
and after which, only when we reached home, he asked me to smell my LEFT HAND.
and it reeks of durians! but at that point I didn't rmb how it got there.
until he finally revealed it to me hours later.
WA LAO!
very smelly & disgusting LO!!!
RAWR!

man. tml i've class. totally.. dont feel like attending LA! :(
but no choice, sigh.
byebye to bf days on wednesdays..
byebye to much freedom..
*pouts*

IN PAIN LAH!!

Had driving in the morning.
AWESOME DRIVE :)
then went to meet Jer's mummy and godsis to do shopping for sunday.
Arms are sooooooooo SORE after carrying Jer's nephew.
but I just couldn't help it.
he's SO adorable can! ^^
after which head back to JB.
slack around. and JUST BEFORE dinner time.
I stupidly dropped two porcelain plates vertically down onto my big toe joint.
and it's super swollen and painful :(
arrrrrrrgh!!

I need to be happy.
seriously.

ME!

Most of the time, I find myself starting conversations w my friends and most of it would be talking about my boyfriend.
there's nothing wrong about it, of course.
but I sometimes, feel pathetic.
'cause it just makes it seem that my entire life revolves around my bf and that my own life is too boring to even be mentioned.
ha..

and so, with some randomness, this entire post will be about ME!!! ^^
haha. I'm THAT bored.

ABOUT LJX:

1. LJX is going to have her THIRD/FOURTH driving test on the 15th of July. (see? I fail until I forgot how many times I've taken my practical test >.< goodness..)

2. LJX has been quite depressed by her present semester timetable; not because there are too many lessons or what, but solely because the timetable arrangement causes her to have VERY LITTLE time for her boyfriend. HA!

3. LJX seriously can't wait to graduate. But she hasn't really figure what she wants to do after graduation.

4. LJX secretly wants to get married before she turns 25.

5. LJX wants to set up her own business. but it's not fixed yet. cause she can't decide on which business she is more interested in.

6. LJX would love a yellow volkswagen beetle as her first car. (if only I can actually afford it :/)

7. LJX has thought about serving God full-time.

8. LJX actually enjoys studying and especially exams. HAHAHAHA!

9. LJX don't prefer durians.

10. LJX wants to get a cute puppy.

11. LJX has had the crazy tot of having 12 children after studying about the Gilbreths.

12. but being realistic, and taking into account that LJX wants to go FULL DIVINE, she has secretly decided to have at least three/four.

13. LJX secretly hopes she can give birth to twins. HAHAHA!!

14. LJX loves shopping without restrain.

15. LJX wants to go on a overseas holiday badly.

ok. my eyes are super tired.
and i think I have crapped quite abit.

MAN! i can't wait for SUNDAY service!
we're doing a prophetic act which is going to be SO AWESOME!
totally can't wait!
*excited!*